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STATE OF MIND

LETTERS

LETTERS

Tell me, what are your real intentions ‘cause I don’t know why 

Why you act like this 

Drives me crazy ‘cause I can't decide 

 

If you’re the devil or angel, don’t like your disguise 

One minute, you’re unbearable, the next one, you’re fine 

 

But my heart’s screaming out 

And you don’t know how I despise you 

But I like you  

(Yeah) 

 

Is it wrong to get paralyzed when I see your eyes? 

I’m daydreaming again 

Why can’t you get off of my mind? (No) 

 

Boy, you got me in circles, don’t know where we stand 

I’m scared of falling and slipping again 

 

Yes, my heart’s screaming out 

And you don’t know how I despise you 

But I like you 

 

You, you, (la da da) ooh 

 

It’s you 

Yes, it’s you 

Yes, it’s you 

 

Gotta stop myself from falling 

Gotta keep myself from falling 

And this is not as easy as it seems 

Oh, it seems, oh, it seems, oh, it seems 

 

Oh, it’s true 

Yeah, it’s true 

 

All these feelings are making me lose my mind 

So conflicted, I can’t decide what is right, oh what’s right 

Now tell me have you ever felt the same way 

‘Cause you left me wondering if this was fake 

Yes, my heart’s screaming out 

And I don’t know if I can 

Find you 

Someone like you 

CITY SKIES

CITY SKIES

So enticing 

With the wind against my hair 

I refuse to get up and go 

 

Illumination  

Of the shadows of the night 

(Oh) 

 

I can’t help but think 

If you were with me 

I’d keep you by my side 

In the city lights 

 

But all I can do 

Is dream that you are here with me 

 

Oh, there’s no way I can erase you from my mind 

I need you here among the city skies 

Oh, you’re the air I need when these buildings hit the ground 

(No, no, no, no) 

 

I’m not erasing you 

 

So inviting 

With a coffee at my hands 

The conversations come and they go 

 

Worries fading 

Slipping out of every bone 

(Oh) 

 

In all that I see 

It leads me back to you 

Can’t get you off my mind 

In this sea of eyes 

 

But all I can do 

Is dream that you are here with me 

 

Oh, there’s no way I can erase you from my mind 

I need you here among the city skies 

Oh, you’re the air I need when these buildings hit the ground 

(No, no, no, no) 

 

And I await you 

Every day and night, all the time, I can’t deny 

I should let go 

But I can’t control 

The way I feel inside 

(No, no, no) 

 

Oh, there’s no way I can erase you from my mind (My mind)

I need you here among the city skies (Here among the city skies)

Oh, you’re the air I need when these buildings hit the ground 

(No, no, no, no) 

 

(I need you by my side) 

LOVE VS. LOGIC

LOVE VS. LOGIC

Lately I’ve been so lonely 

It’s just me and my worries 

And everyone’s in a hurry 

Can we slow down? 

 

The TV’s playing, I can hear them 

Saying, “Chase your dreams and you’ll be happy” 

But I know deep inside that it’s 

Impossible since there’s so many others that share the same goal 

 

It’s love versus logic 

This feeling’s so toxic, I know 

It’s getting exhausting 

How can I choose? 

 

Every thought’s getting blurry 

With the darkness returning, oh 

I don’t belong on this journey 

Can I turn around? 

 

Now, society is telling me that 

“There’s no place for what you have to offer” (Offer) 

And I know, deep inside, that it’s 

Impossible since there’s so many others that share the same goal 

It's love versus logic, yeah

This feeling's so toxic, I know

It's getting exhausting

How can I choose?

Oh

 

In this life, I swear 

It’s never, ever gonna be that way 

You get your hopes high for nothing 

Oh, I know 

Oh

In this life, I swear 

It’s never, ever gonna be that way 

You get your hopes high for nothing 

Oh, I know 

 

It’s love versus logic, yeah 

This feeling’s so toxic, I know 

It’s getting exhausting 

How can I choose? (Oh)

(In this life, I swear 

It’s never, ever gonna be that way 

You get your hopes high for nothing 

Oh, I know 

In this life, I swear 

It’s never, ever gonna be that way 

You get your hopes high for nothing 

Oh, I know)

OCEANS

OCEANS

Floating underneath, why don’t you follow? (Follow)

Seems so lonely here, but there’s no sorrow (Sorrow)

Reality’s the same, the truth keeps fading (Fading)

But when the waves approach my skin, it’s all so distant (Distant)

 

I’m slowly losing all of my control, and 

My heart’s refusing just to let it go 

Into the deep (Into the deep)

You know I’m trying to forget it all, but 

The ocean’s calling me to take the fall 

Into the deep (Into the deep)

 

I’m screaming for you 

I’m reaching for you 

It’s not enough for me 

I’m longing for you 

But what can I do 

Do without you here? 

 

Drifting far away, but I don’t need saving (Saving)

The waves wash over me, my thoughts escaping (Escaping) 

I always fall behind, losing time 

But trust me, I’ll be fine 

In time, I'll be better (Oh, hey)

 

I’m slowly losing all of my control, and 

My heart’s refusing just to let it go 

Into the deep (Into the deep)

You know I’m trying to forget it all, but 

The ocean’s calling me to take the fall 

Into the deep (Into the deep)

 

I’m screaming for you 

I’m reaching for you 

It’s not enough for me 

I’m longing for you 

But what can I do 

Do without you here? 

 

I keep running back and forth 

Trying to decipher the meaning 

Am I running out of time? 

Getting close but still far away 

I keep running back and forth 

Trying to decipher the meaning 

Am I running out of time? 

Getting close but still far away 

(You’re so important to me) 

 

(I’m lost in this ocean of you 

Did you know, did you know, did you know?) 

LET GO

LET GO

I’m so worked up over love that ain’t real 

I hurt myself trying hard to conceal 

My feelings for you come in waves 

Of highs and the lows 

Someday, I’ll need to learn 

 

To let go 

Take it slow 

 

I’ve been praying for peace in this night 

‘Cause you still occupy all of my mind 

My heart is burning in flames 

But you’ll never know 

Someday, I’ll need to learn 

 

To let go 

Just take it slow 

 

Time and time again 

I’d choose you in this rain 

(But you don’t feel a thing) 

There’s this magic in 

You that I can’t explain 

 

So I guess now I will live with these nightmares instead (Ah)

Let the pieces stay shattered again, oh 

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE

Wasted my nights 

With you on my mind 

Wishfully thinking 

Hope it’ll sink in 

Pain has revived 

For too many nights 

But your silhouette is still engraved in my mind 

 

You’ll never know 

I’ve boiled it down to what we could be 

Tempted to try keeping you next to me 

But deep down I know 

There’s no way you’re coming home 

 

You were a beautiful nightmare 

A beautiful nightmare (Oh)

I need to let go but I’m scared that you’ll slip out my mind 

 

It’s getting too cold 

From summer to snow 

I’m falling behind now 

Slipping behind now 

(Give me a day 

I need time away 

To get it together 

to get it together) 

 

I’ll always know 

I’ll never get away from this demon I see 

I’m haunted day and night, but I’m too blind to see 

 

But deep down I know (deep down I know)

There’s no way you’re coming home 

 

You were a beautiful nightmare 

A beautiful nightmare (Oh) 

I need to let go but I’m scared that you’ll slip out my mind 

 

(I don’t want to lose to you now, oh 

I’ve given all I’ve got 

I don’t want to lose to you now) 

FORWARD

FORWARD

See the light in the distance 

We’re gonna be alright 

Let's take our time 

I know we'll be fine 

 

Why don't we just let go of all our fears tonight? 

I know we'll make it 

Yeah we will make it 

 

Keep your head held high 

Hold on for tonight 

You can trust me 

We will fix this overtime 

 

Gloomy days are behind us 

We’ll just look ahead 

To see what awaits us 

And what lies ahead for us 

 

Keep your head held high 

Hold on for tonight 

You can trust me 

We will fix this overtime 

 

I won't give up 

Just take my hand  

We might stumble on this road, but we will keep on moving forward 

 

Just close your eyes 

Take in the light 

Don't you trust me? 

 

Keep your head held high 

Hold on for tonight 

You can trust me 

We will fix this over time 

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